The male ego’s…
by Frank Buijs
The male ego’s fear
The fear of being ruled by machines is the male ego’s fear of relinquishing control of the planet to the maternal internal matrix of Gaia. -Terence McKenna
Humanity’s return to its natural fully awakened and fully conscious state has never been in doubt.
The male ego’s…
by Frank Buijs
The male ego’s fear
The fear of being ruled by machines is the male ego’s fear of relinquishing control of the planet to the maternal internal matrix of Gaia. -Terence McKenna
Contact with the elements of WIND (AFRICA) and FIRE (Europe – electromagnetic energy) LINK

“The most important kind of Freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role . You trade in your sense for an act.You give up your ability to feel ,and in exchange, put on a Mask. There can’t be any large scale revolution until there’s a personal revolution, on an individual level. it’s got to happen inside first.” ~Jim Morrison

ONLY GOD ON THE MIND – PURITY IS THE MOST TERRIBLE FORCE

Along with Christ, many Avatars have come to Earth. But Jesus brought this forgiveness, Unconditional Love, which is a greater teaching.
SatGuru Sri Vishwananda
PRACTICE STILLNESS – Ashtar Sheran & Archangel Michael Avatara
We will speak to you of stillness, for it is within the moments of stillness
that balance is restored.
In the future days as the energy flooding your earth increases, those who walk this timeframe will experience much chaos and the seeming out of balance of daily and global events. It is most important to develop the skill of maintaining your personal balance in the midst of these difficult and changing times.
We invite you to make a practice of stillness, be quiet for a few minutes several times a day. As you practice and use this simple tool, it will become easier and quicker to reach your state of balance. Stillness allows your body/mind/emotions/spirit to realign.
When you notice you are feeling the most stressed, the most harried, that is truly the time to pause, become quiet, and reset. Practice conscious stillness. This practice keeps your circuits open for guidance. This will become as natural as your breath and you will carry a balanced energy field which will assist you in your personal interface with life experiences and it will assist the global matrix, the global energy field to resonate a state of balance.
Like all things in the hologame, this practice of stillness will shift the whole.
Small simple dedicated actions infused with joy, gratitude, and appreciation will ripple outward from your life, shifting and transforming all other energy it touches.
You and others who practice conscious stillness will offer an example, a safe harbor, and a balanced frequency for others to entrain and resonate with.
Your numbers will increase as you offer balance to the energy fields you interact with in your daily activities. We encourage you to practice conscious stillness. This exercise will open many more doors of awareness for you and strengthen your connection with your guidance.LINK
IF WE ONLLY THINK, FEEL GOD – WE DONT NEED
TO CREATE EVEN THE BEST OF THE REALITIES….
GOD DOES ALL WHATEVER HE WILLS – WE ONLY REMAIN
EMPTY VESSELS AND EXECUTE DIVINE WILL INTO THE REALITY.
WE ARE HERE TO RE-EXPERIENCE OUR UNITY WITH GOD
AND RE-LIVE PURE LOVE FOR GOD BY INTERNALISING ALL OUR
LIFE EXPERIENCE INTO IT’S ESSENCE… VIBRATING LOVE-LIGHT.
GOD HAS A PLAN A,B, C.
GOD ALWAYS WINS.
I WILL NOT SAY ‘I AM GOD’
GOD IS GOD.
I AM DIVINE
When you give yourself completely to God, God will also give Himself to you.
You can attain this Divine Love, this Divine Ecstasy only when you surrender.
We are here to achieve this greater Truth and to realize our Self.
The cosmic love awake when you forget about yourself.
So the Divine can take full possession of you.
Q: Beloved Guruji, how to practically understand words from the Bible like:
“If someone beats you on one cheek, give him the other one, too”?
SV: Your duty is to love, not matter if the other person loves you or not.
But if you give love, it does not matter if they slap you, gossip about you.
You just love them, don´t be disturbed about what others give to you, but be concerned what you give to others.
That is what this parable means.
Look how beautiful was the life of Jesus.
He taught as HOW TO TRASCEND THE HUMAN EGO INTO THE DIVINE SELF.
In the humility of the heart God will reveal Himself.
It is time that you really let what you have inside of you awaken.
How many among you, out of fear of what people think of you, are doing or not doing something? Many—and you are limiting yourselves.
Be free!
That is what your voice inside is calling to you.
Your inner voice tells you be free, to learn, and to move on.
UNTIL WE ATTAINED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE WE HAVE ACHIEVED NOTHING.
SatGuru Sri Vishwananda LINK
DO ALL FOR THE GLORY OF GOD
1 Corinthians 10:31
IT IS ONLY IN SILENCE THAT GOD’S VOICE CAN BE HEARD.
PURITY OF THE MIND IS A TERRIBLE FORCE.
GOD LIVES IN THE PURE HEART AND PURE MIND.
WE ARE HERE NOT TO PRAISE OURSELVES BUT TO PRAISE THE LORD
https://twitter.com/goddessweaving/status/535172164518182914

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“GOD IS; I AM; WE ARE”
“BE GOOD, BE LEGAL, TELL TRUTH”
Love & Light ~Apollo
THE CREATOR WRITINGS ~ WORTH IT❤¨`*•.¸☮ PEACE ☮

Dear One; there may be times when you feel you are “not worth it”. Please remember that your worthiness issues are OLD PROGRAMMING that may have been put in place by others, but you feed them and keep them as your very own. The Universe never has and never will create anything unworthy of Unconditional Love. Simply choosing TO BE on Earth, engaging in your existence and breathing through every beautiful moment of your life makes you worth of every gift that is offered. Accept it graciously and enjoy! ~ Creator

“This site presents the morality and method for ELIMINATING PSYCHOPATHS AND ENEMIES OF LIFE FROM THE WORLD..” LINK Back to HOMEPAGE☼
“GOD IS; I AM; WE ARE”
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The Return – By The Creators of Our Reality – August 9, 2015 through Suz… https://t.co/iREVbLQUaM via @YouTube
— Debby ManyNations (@moonie5353gmail) 10 augustus 2015
THE RETURN By The Creators of Our Reality
Dear Readers,
This message was written on the last night of a three-week vacation, which ended on July 28, 2015. Because we are coming into so many changes, it feels like I need to put a date on this. When I first wrote this, I kept changing from “you” to “we” and back again. I left the combination of “you” and “we” because YOU are becoming WE and WE are becoming YOU.
In other words, the barriers of separation between people are beginning to dissolve. Those of us who have chosen to walk this Path of Return to our SELF and to our higher frequency realities are releasing the strict differentiation between YOU and ME to become WE.
This is the last night of a very important initiation. I do not know what will happen and the Arcturians will only say: “We don’t know. You haven’t created it yet.” This vacation in the woods has been an amazing experience. It allowed and assisted me to be able to feel that something is different now.
Those of us who want to know this fact can feel it. Some people will float in unawareness as if they are asleep. In fact, they are asleep because they are asleep to the higher frequencies that are now swimming around them. They will awake to a different reality then the reality of those who have been able to accept that something is very different. But we won’t know what is different until we create it.
Those of us that can feel this shift are the ones who have been serving others. We have created the reality in which this 3D version of the planet is on the edge of a frequency reset. However in order to know what frequency it is resetting to, we need to take a long look at the creative consciousness of humanity within this collective.
Within this collective of humanity, we are moving beyond the polarities of good, bad or smart or dumb, rich or poor. In fact, we are releasing all of these polarities. We are creating a NOW in which there is a great deal of creative attention on receiving that which is channeled through us. What we are channeling through us is actually from us. READ MORE
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…….💯 pic.twitter.com/4T0Cy822tI
— Zoe and Zara (@zoeandzara) 18 september 2015
We humans completely failed because we completely lost ourselves in our egos http://t.co/GBmPKlfOhh Me, Myself & I http://t.co/vgizEoww0I
— Apollo Solaris☼ (@fbuijsadvies) 6 oktober 2015
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“GOD IS; I AM; WE ARE”
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I liked a @YouTube video https://t.co/q2jfRiUG1y The Fugees – Ready or Not
— Aearonjer (@Aearonjer) 13 maart 2016

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Who Knew?! There’s More Than Meets The Eye With Bananas
@01Rajjsingh @kat0093 I love Bananas ! Who ? I Know ! https://t.co/s9GZjU00OC READ MORE https://t.co/jtKPPpCTBj pic.twitter.com/z22qjInMf4
— Apollo Solaris☀ (@fbuijsadvies) 16 april 2016
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@GarageParkNL De grootste hebben is altijd handig. https://t.co/5XsirFcuvC pic.twitter.com/hirmuKBwpH
— Apollo Solaris☀ (@fbuijsadvies) 7 oktober 2016
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TheCyclesOfConsciousness https://t.co/ncYVbahZuh 5 steps: unconscious; awakening; enlightenment; ascension; expansion (greater perception).
— Karen Savage (@ksavagetexas) 4 september 2017
Yip ! @davidicke just made a video where he explains Put it on my site I use your Tweets because i like them a lot.https://t.co/VPQ6AnZrhJ
— Apollo Solaris☀ (@fbuijsadvies) 4 september 2017
And about Lucifer🌟
Ik vind een @YouTube-video leuk: https://t.co/DNKMQcKCwz Etana – People Talk | Acoustic Reggae
— Apollo Solaris☀ (@fbuijsadvies) 4 september 2017
The reference to the Venus is the AS ABOVE of which Lucifer, AKA Phosphorus is the AS BELOW.
The facts are that we are made of stardust” or star debris and are therefore “one with the universe.” This is where we get the AS ABOVE, in the SO BELOW and the AS WITHIN , of the AS WITHOUT. It is that star dust hidden inside you in the form of Phosphorus, which I have already stated is essential for life. The phosphate is a component of DNA, RNA, ATP, and also the phospholipids that form all cell membranes. This is the ‘spark’ in our DNA that makes us human. LUCIFER IS IN ALL OF US in the form of Phosphorus. LINK WEBSITE
— Sandra Buijs (@BuijsSandra) 15 januari 2018
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@realDonaldTrump is not our Savior, nor is #QAnon. These people are riders on a wave. WE THE PEOPLE are the ocean. It is by our COLLECTIVE WILL that this TRUTH is finally being revealed. This is very important to remember. We ALL have a role to play in #TheGreatAwakening https://t.co/UgWmQ9g0Sg
— Sarah Ruth Ashcraft (@SaRaAshcraft) 10 januari 2018
Personal i would say we all are in the same boat. Our frequency’s do not match yet, but that’s just a question of time…
✎ As example, the archetypes of Hero/Savior and Enemy are really the same position in the bi-wave of duality and exaggerated by those playing its archetypal game in order to create sides for division.
✎ Stop relying on a savior to save you. The savior ideology was created by SECRET SOCIETIES of the Dark Forces to enslave your soul. When you rely on a savior to save you, you are basically telling the Universe that the Prime Creator did not give you the SPIRITUAL POWERS you need to achieve spiritual freedom. This is an “insult” to the Prime Creator. If you need to rely on a savior to save you, you are not using your spiritual powers wisely and are THINKING LIKE A SLAVE (2017/12/07 at 11:40 am)
RELATED: The savior is the Universal Consciousness buried deep within each and every Soul (2017/12/07 at 8:44 am)
✎ Light Code Consciousness is the ability to see the dynamics of all, HOW ALL CORRELATES
The best thing about Twitter: Meeting so many gorgeous Souls that you would love to have a cuppa with.
The worst thing about Twitter: Realizing that so many of those gorgeous Souls live thousands of miles from you.
I'm focusing on the best thing, thanks guys… pic.twitter.com/LFndl1qIP4
— Kylie Riordan ☮ ❤ (@mindfulheal) 10 januari 2018
You are a Conscious being of light, a Co-creator and wisdom keeper through lifetimes of living, brings forth the wisdom and the knowledge for you to merge yourself and your consciousness with those who vibrate on a higher realm of existence.~Makas
https://t.co/6lR9KP2o33 Laura Eisenhower is very informative.
— linda herman (@mawhoyia1) 12 januari 2018
RELATED: Laura Magdalene Eisenhower: ET invasion has already occurred and governments do not want us to know
RELATED: David Wilcock Update – Corey Goode Mega-Update: Ancient Builder Race- Recovering Humanity’s Billion-Year Legacy – January 12, 2018
✎ Light Code Consciousness is the ability to see the dynamics of all, HOW ALL CORRELATES
— Esoteric Exposal (@EsotericExposal) 15 januari 2018
RELATED: 9 11 and The Moon Landing Hoax in Hollywood Movies Truth Hidden In Plain Sight (November 7, 2015 at 11:32 pm)
9/11 & The Moon Landing Hoax in Hollywood Movies Truth Hidden In Plain Sight #HiddenMessages https://t.co/ZlAbYfjwpz pic.twitter.com/LdJiq8QHKA
— Apollo Solaris (@fbuijsadvies) 8 november 2015
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“GOD IS; I AM; WE ARE”
“BE GOOD, BE LEGAL, TELL TRUTH”
Love & Light ~Apollo
Your triggers are there to show you what needs to be acknowledged within yourself that is out of alignment with who you really are. Your triggers are NOT about anyone else.
@frequencycodes
https://t.me/frequencycodes/1212
Luciferian Temptation Disguised as Ascension. From an occult and esoteric perspective, thinking you’re awake while lost in delusion is more dangerous than being asleep without pretending to be awake. Overestimating your level of consciousness and inflating your identity through labels like “starseed,” “gridworker,” “lightworker,” or “indigo” creates a false sense of specialness.
This blocks the humility needed for sincere, grounded psycho-spiritual work, which is the foundation of real awakening. Your true soul-being is not identified with any labels; only the ego is. The spiritual ego is harder to break than the ego of someone still asleep in the matrix. This is the root of spiritual narcissism, which is becoming increasingly common. The illusion of being special or chosen becomes a mask for unresolved childhood wounds, insecurity, and unhealed trauma.
Whether it’s claiming to be an ambassador for ET races, a chosen contactee for the Galactic Federation, a starseed on a special mission, or a self-righteous reborn Christian convinced they have special access to God, it all feeds the same inflation. Any identity that reinforces specialness and attachment to spiritual labels becomes a trap. It also opens the door to hostile forces. This is the Luciferian temptation. Hostile entities, often disguised as benevolent beings, feed on this self-importance and spiritual inflation.
They reinforce the illusion of specialness through flattery and seductive downloads that keep the person trapped in spiritual delusion. The New Age astral circus is filled with alluring deceptions, including channelings of alien beings, extraterrestrial federations, and assertions of access to special light codes and DNA upgrades to facilitate “ascension.” Many people accept these ideas at face value. The belief that “resonance equals truth” becomes a dangerous justification for spiritual bypassing and occult manipulation.
As Gurdjieff said, the most dangerous state is to dream you are awake while still fully asleep. In that condition, the person believes they are awake and spreading truth, when in reality, they have become a puppet for forces they are not even aware of. That kind of delusion is harder to break than ignorance because it is protected by pride, a sense of specialness, and an inflated spiritual identity that believes itself to be awake and has access to “inside” or “special” knowledge.
This creates what esoteric traditions call a false foundation, which is more difficult to break down than a generic false personality. The ego structure fuses with a spiritual identity and mistakenly believes itself to be awake. At best, you get distracted, waste some time and energy, but eventually learn some valuable lessons. At worst, you become entrapped and regress while dreaming of being awake. The esoteric traditions warn against getting lost in the astral occult maze, where deceptive beings reside.
Godspeed.
Bernhard Guenther
——————— “So preserve yourselves, my brothers, from the calamities of this place [the astral realm], for distinguishing it is extremely difficult! Souls find it sweet, and then within it they are duped, since they become completely enamored of it.”
– Al-Arabi (Sufi Master)
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Spiritual Narcissism
In the sacred journey of awakening, there is a subtle trap the ego can fall into. This is the realm of spiritual narcissism, when the ego uses spiritual language, practices, or roles not for true inner transformation, but to inflate a sense of self-importance and superiority.
This post is not designed to accuse or condemn. It is an offering for deep reflection. All of us, at different stages of the path, may unknowingly fall into this pattern. By bringing awareness to it, we reclaim the power to evolve with integrity.
Here are some signs of spiritual narcissism, viewed through the lens of shadow work:
Using spirituality to feel superior
This often comes from a deep wound of inferiority. When we secretly feel unworthy or unseen, we may turn to spiritual knowledge to validate our existence. Phrases like “I’m more awakened than they are” or “They’re still asleep” can arise as a defense mechanism to avoid the pain of our own perceived insignificance.
Constantly needing validation for being ‘spiritual’
This points to an unresolved inner hunger for approval. Sharing every ritual or spiritual experience isn’t always about teaching or inspiring. Sometimes, it is about proving our worth. The root of this behavior is often a deep fear of being ordinary or forgotten.
Believing you’re above human emotions
This form of bypassing is rooted in shame. Many spiritual seekers have learned to reject emotions like anger, jealousy, or sadness because they associate them with weakness or failure. But true mastery comes not from avoidance, but from integration.
Judging others on their path
This often reflects our own hidden self-judgment. When we are harsh with others’ journeys, it is usually because we have not yet made peace with our own missteps or imperfections. The need to feel “better than” arises when we haven’t fully embraced ourselves as we are.
Avoiding responsibility through ‘divine will’
Sometimes, we use spiritual language to avoid uncomfortable truths. Phrases like “This is just their karma” or “The Universe will take care of it” can become escape hatches from self-reflection, accountability, or healthy boundaries. This often comes from a fear of confrontation or a discomfort with emotional intensity.
Confusing intuition with ego desires
Every selfish impulse is not necessarily divine guidance. The ego can disguise desire as intuition, especially when there is a deep need for control or recognition. True intuitive wisdom comes with humility, not urgency or entitlement.
Claiming to be a ‘chosen one’ or special messenger
This stems from a deep inner longing to feel significant. The desire to be “the one” often points to old childhood wounds of not feeling seen, valued, or accepted. Instead of healing these wounds, the ego may choose to build a grand narrative of uniqueness to feel powerful.
Preaching love while secretly feeling superior
This is the most subtle form of separation. We speak of unity, yet internally carry judgment. We talk of love, yet inwardly divide people into “spiritual” and “not spiritual.” This reveals a split between our spiritual ideals and our unhealed emotional reality.
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