Sinéad O’Connor – Troy -The Phoenix From The Flame
I’ll remember it
In Dublin in a rainstorm
And sitting in the long grass in summer
Keeping warm
I’ll remember it
Every restless night
We were so young then
We thought that everything we could possibly do was right
Then we moved stolen from our very eyes
And I wondered where you went to
Tell me when did the light die
You will rise
You’ll return
The Phoenix from the flame
You will learn
You will rise
You’ll return
Being what you are
There is no other Troy
For you to burn
And I never meant to hurt you
I swear I didn’t mean those things I said
I never meant to do that to you
Next time I’ll keep my hands to myself instead
Oh, does she love you?
What do you want to do?
Does she need you like I do?
Do you love her?
Is she good for you?
Does she hold you like I do?
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In ordinary life, we hardly realize that we receive a great deal more than we give, and that it is only with gratitude that life becomes rich. – Dietrich Bonhoeffer
“Fall in love with you. Reparent yourself. Create a divine relationship between the masculine and feminine within. Romance your life. Fall in love with it. Then open your heart to welcome a being who will enhance the heaven on earth you’ve created. This will attract a relationship where two whole beings meet and add to one another’s lives. They help one another grow and protect one another’s peace. Because not only do they know what it took to create that vibe for themselves, but they deeply honor that their partner created a heaven within themselves too. You deserve this type of love, the one that feels like your own divine sanctuary in this wild world.”
💚The most important love of your life should be with SELF, self love because when you master self love then you can truly love another in the most profound beautiful way. You truly deserve this kind of love, DREAM BIG.
Never underestimate the power of your own story, your journey. Every struggle, every joy, every tear shed, and every smile shared has contributed to the person you are today.
No one will ever fully be able to understand the internal battles you had to endure just to heal, just to grow, just to make it here today. Be proud of the way you fought to save yourself.
Be proud of the way you survived.”
“What happens at a cellular level when we are triggered…”
💚Oh WOW, this is a fantastic visual of our cellular response when we are triggered.
💚Check out our best #triggers posts linked below. We hope these posts help you & your loved ones navigate healing because this is what ‘it’s all about’!
Regina Meredith drops a very insightful video on what’s going on for 2024. ✨🙏🏽👁🤍✨
I’ve always like Regina. She’s calm, very high-conscious, intelligent & her Energy resonates to me a whole lot. She’s done over 500 episodes of her show called ‘Open Minds’ on Gaia TV — where she talks on a full spectrum of ‘open minded subject matters’ with some amazing, incredible & intelligent Human Beings.
Once a wise man was asked to explain the difference between religion and spirituality. His response was profound:
▪ Religion is not just one, there are many.
▪ Spirituality is one.
▪ Religion is for those who sleep.
▪ Spirituality is for those who are awake.
▪ Religion is for those who need someone to tell them what to do and who want guidance.
▪ Spirituality is for those who pay attention to their inner voice.
▪ Religion has dogmatic rules.
▪ Spirituality calls us to discuss everything, question everything.
▪ Religion threatens and scares.
▪ Spirituality gives inner peace.
▪ Religion talks about sin and guilt.
▪ Spirituality says “learn from your mistake”.
▪ Religion suppresses everything that is wrong.
▪ Spirituality overcomes everything, it brings you closer to the truth!
▪ Religion is about God; It is not God.
▪ Spirituality is everything and therefore it is in God.
▪ Religion is inventing.
▪Spirituality is finding.
▪ Religion doesn’t tolerate any questions.
▪Spirituality will question everything.
▪ Religion is humanity. This is an organization whose rules are made by men.
▪ Spirituality is divine, without human rules.
▪ Religion is the cause of division.
▪Spirituality unites.
▪ Religion seeks you to believe.
▪ The spirituality you have to seek it to believe.
▪ Religion follows the concepts of the holy book.
▪ Spirituality looks for a holiday in all books.
▪ Religion feeds fear.
▪ Spirituality feeds trust and faith.
▪ Religion lives in thoughts.
▪ Spirituality lives in inner consciousness.
▪ Religion is dealing with the performance of rituals.
▪ Spirituality is related to the inner self.
▪ Religion feeds the ego.
▪ Spirituality forces you to go beyond.
▪ Religion makes us disconnect from the world to follow God.
▪ Spirituality makes us live in God, without giving up our existing life.
▪ Religion is a cult.
▪ Spirituality is an inner meditation.
▪ Religion fills us with dreams of glory in paradise.
▪ Spirituality makes us live in earthly glory and paradise.
▪ Religion lives in the past and in the future.
▪ Spirituality is living in the present.
A lot of people have realized lately how costly living an inauthentic life can be. In the past few years, the plandemic and the chaos happening in the world have put people into situations where they either had to speak an unpopular opinion, stay silent, or go along with a crowd that seemed to be walking off a cliff.
Many people have also discovered the pain that can sometimes accompany authenticity and have realized that authenticity can cost you certain relationships. We often think that being will be a solely liberating process. Still, we can also discover in the process of sharing who we are that, in Gabor Mates’ words, “there is no painless authenticity.”
One of the main questions people have asked us is – “how can I speak up more and be truthful during these times?” In this podcast, we will answer this conundrum and offer several angles about why you aren’t authentic and how to live a more authentic life.
When we are authentic, we can risk relationships that were based on people pleasing or being our false self. Our authenticity will expose relationships that are actually not working.
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To become a walking light, you simply need to discover your true self. When you are in a state of despair, you provide lush to the dark forces. The question is, are you conscious viewers of those 3D “special effects”? When you try to discern the divine spark in another, you also find your own.
When we try to save people, we are agreeing that we are better than them and they are less than us. This is a belief system created in lack.
We are all divine creators. When we minimize other people by making them victims, it’s a projection of the subconscious: we cannot recognize the light in others because we do not recognize it within ourselves.
When we recognize the divinity within ourselves, we recognize it within others and that’s how you truly assist the world and everyone in it 🌎
When we begin to see all apparent obstacles and difficulties as symbolic scripts composed by the cosmos to alchemize us into more integrated kaleidoscopic resonances with its archetypally perfect patterns we see the challenges revealed as creative interventions to shed the layered amnesia that veiled us from our own divinely appointed roles as celestial artists.
In this enlightened focus, synchronicity and spontaneous ceremonial alignments become the new normality, as we have surrendered back into the unified field’s perpetual flow. We experience ourselves as beloved protagonists being ushered through an endless epic.
From this space of lucid ceremonial living, we transcend identification with any finite descriptors to rest in the simple euphoria of BEING the vivid embodiment of divine virtues unfolding themselves across every scale and dimension simultaneously. We are life’s bliss scribes, improvising reality’s most profound desires into spectacular multi-dimensionally integrated enactment. ✨️
Antares, The Lunar Occultation Healing the Mother Wound Through Fire Today we experience the Strawberry Moon, the full moon of early summer. Traditionally named by Indigenous peoples to mark the ripening of wild berries, this full moon brings with it a sense of an emotional culmination and energetic ripeness. Emotions however will heighten in the days leading up to it, and you’ll likely feel that something deep is stirring.
This particular full moon rises in the sign of Sagittarius, a fire sign associated with truth, expansion, spiritual insight, and higher vision. This energy wants us to break free from mental and emotional confines, to rise above limitation and seek out what’s repressed. This lunation brings weight because it follows closely after a celestial event: a lunar occultation of Antares, happening yesterday ( June 10th ) Antares, the heart of the Scorpion, is one of the most potent stars in our sky. It is a fixed star of fire, transformation, and karmic purification.
The Moon’s passage directly in front of Antares (visible from parts of the Southern Hemisphere) marks an energetic gateway and because of this, light workers are going to see in the world old power dynamics, emotional wounds, or soul contracts becoming ready for a shifting of energetic weight. While the full moon shines its brightest, its going to echo the occultation’s themes. It’s going to want to urging the world soul to shed, transmute, and rise. Antares energy is warrior like, connected to the purification of ego, the confrontation of shadow, and the rebirth of purpose. It is also profoundly linked to the collective mother wound, the ancient fracture in our connection to the divine feminine, to earth, to nurturing, and to emotional safety.
In the etheric realms, Antares is the portal of the divine feminine where the burning of illusion reveals the truth of lineage, legacy, and love. And in contrast to Arcturus in Boötes (often associated with paternal or higher dimensional guidance), Antares instead holds the energy of the cosmic mother, fierce and wise. This is a moment where personal healing connects to the planetary. The waves of unrest we’re seeing in the world, protests, upheaval, shifting social narratives in both LA and now in Ireland mirror the inner shifts happening.
What is breaking apart is making space for what is being born. The emotions rising now are not just personal, they are ancestral, karmic, collective. For practitioners, empaths, and energy workers, this is a time to be anchored, present, and open. The lunar light will illuminate what needs witnessing. The Antares portal will burn what’s ready to go. You are not just feeling this you are part of it. Remember, Antares is the home to 7th density+ beings such as the Mantis, as well as other incredibly advanced civilisations, some of which are hive minded and solve problems at in a way other galactic species do not have the capacity to create.
So The Mother Godhead, the Divine Feminine intelligence of this galaxy, is going to channel her nurturing, healing, and transformative energy through the star Antares, but with a twist of shadow. So When the Moon the great reflector of the Divine Feminine occults Antares not only will you get an extra thinning of the veil, but its going to allow a more direct communion with this godhead and also the beings known as the Mantis potencially activating ( for those ready ) Antarian codes, opening a portal for those ready to embody the Mantis energies and allowing these beings to connect and their energy be utilised to encode more galactic light from a higher octave of that from Arcturus.
Speaking professionally, once I had fully integrated my Arcturian codes, it was during a similar celestial event that a new galactic frequency, the Mantis, suddenly emerged for me. I began using this energy in my healing sessions in ways that had previously been inaccessible, adding a new cosmic dimension to my private work with clients that took it to another dimension. Going forward, this alignment will activate more sacred feminine codes within each of us regardless of gender and will awaken cellular memories, soul contracts, and spiritual gifts long hidden. However, as said, there is a twist. This is a portal of transformation through fire, woven within the healing of the cosmic mother wound. The energy is intense and is still growing.
To really understand the twist to this energy is to experience the similar virtues of the archetypal energy of Lilith Lilith is not a gentle guide, she is a force of fire, demanding truth, sovereignty, and the reclamation of what has been suppressed. She is a raw and untamed feminine energy that refuses to be silenced or shamed, so When lightworkers explore her through the lens of healing, particularly around the mother wound, Lilith becomes a force for transformative liberation but with fire integrating shadow simultaneously.
The mother wound is not just about one’s personal relationship with their mother, but the broader healing of emotional pain passed down through generations of women and in a broader sense those elements of the comic mother wounding in your akashic record at the creation and god level. This is why another round of ancestral density is going to want to purge around this time. However it may show up in subtle and insidious ways in this energy by virtue of self sacrifice, silence, shame around femininity or sexuality, and the internalised belief that power must be earned through suffering or obedience and the integration of that wounded shadow.
Humans are taught to suppress emotion, shrink their voices, and prioritise survival over self expression. Simply, what was exiled must now rise. Using fire as a pathway to heal the mother wound though the lens of Lilith as she walks through the fire. This is not a path of ease, it is a path of burning away illusion. The fire purifies what has been inherited unconsciously, allowing the individual and the world soul to know clearly the patterns they have been repeating. Through Lilith’s eyes, rage becomes sacred, grief becomes clarifying, and truth becomes non negotiable.
Add a sprinkle of comic codes coming in through the Mantis and Antaren energies as part of your star inheritance combined, and you get the energy over the next coming days. It’s powerful, but subtle. I hope I have explained this in a way that some may understand. It’s complex energy arriving and primeval. See it play out in the world stage. It already is. If you have time during this period, look up at the Scorpio constellation, connect with Antares, and ask to see a ship in the night sky or invite the beings that dwell there to connect with you.
This is a moment when galactic and cosmic light codes pour into the Earth and it will likely have a surreal non earthly feeling. I leave you with a quote the Arcturians they gave me to save myself from duality so that I might work more efficiently as a conduit that will be necessary to embody around this time. “Do not become blinded by light in its brilliance, nor drown in the darkness, or be fooled by the need to entertain either extreme, but find mastery in balance where both meet in harmony as you become a true ascended master elevating yourself from the the old energy paradigm of duality and its constraints and illusions”
Currently in the novel, dark Overlords initiating a process to place Stormfire in the firing line. As in, dark deeds and dirty battles will be blamed on Stormfire who is innocent of any wrong doing. It will not work ultimately however there will be many fae who believe it to be so and once again, there will be those fae who turn against Stormfire. Only in that sense will the dark plot achieve one of its aims. Seeded Friday 13th 2025
Apollo Solaris 
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