Do not try to breakthrough your programming Try to increase your awareness 🕊🌟
When your awareness sees your programming
You naturally choose not to follow your programming
— Inner Practitioner (@MindTendencies)
I GREW UP BELIEVING MY FATHER WAS AN ALCOHOLIC AND CHOSE ALCOHOL OVER OF HIS FAMILY. HE DIED WHEN I WAS 11. IN 2019 2 YEARS AFTER MY AUNT PASSED AWAY I RECEIVED A BOX OF MY FATHERS THINGS THAT SHE KEPT IN STORAGE IN HER GARAGE. IN IT WAS A NOTEBOOK – HIS JOURNAL.
I LEARNED OF THE TRAUMA MY FATHER ENDURED WHEN HE WAS 16 – HIS UNCLE (WHO WAS LIKE A SECOND FATHER TO HIM) DIED IN HIS ARMS (HE OVERDOSED ON PILLS AND ALCOHOL – SUICIDE)
WHEN MY FATHER TOLD HIS PARENTS (MY GRANDPARENTS) WHAT HAPPENED THEY TOLD HIM THAT WASN’T WHAT HAPPENED AND THAT HE DIED OF AN ALLERGIC REACTION TO PENICILLIN. MY FATHER WAS JUST 13 WHEN IT HAPPENED.
THEY COULDN’T RISK SUCH AN EVENT DESTROYING THE FAMILY NAME.
I COULDN’T READ BEYOND THE FIRST FEW PAGES. I ADORED MY GRANDPARENTS BUT IN THAT MOMENT I WAS SO ANGRY AT THEM FOR LETTING ME GROW UP BELIEVING MY FATHER WAS AN ALCOHOLIC.
20+ YEARS OF ME CARRYING TRAUMA FROM FEELING ABANDONED BY MY FATHER UNTIL I LEARNED HE WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN CARRYING TRAUMA HIS FAMILY DENIED EVER HAPPENED.
THIS WAS WHEN I FINALLY GRIEVED THE LOSS OF MY FATHER. MY ANGER AT HIM TURNED INTO UNBEARABLE HEARTBREAK FOR HIM WHICH HAS NOW TURNED INTO IMMENSE COMPASSION FOR HIM.
I’M OK NOW. IVE HEALED AND IVE FORGIVEN MY GRANDPARENTS, MY FATHER, AND MOST IMPORTANTLY MYSELF.
IM SHARING BECAUSE THIS IS HOW TRAUMA IS PASSED DOWN FROM GENERATION TO GENERATION.
DON’T CONTINUE YOUR FAMILY CYCLES OF TRAUMA. BE THE CYCLE BREAKER. HEAL. FORGIVE. SET YOURSELVES FREE.
To change our reality we need to remember that our soul is the programmer, our mind is the software and our body is the hardware.
— Apollo Solaris (@fbuijsadvies) 24 november 2014
✎ This means that we can change the programming of our mind and also heal our bodies.
Their pre-programmed life path (P28) http://t.co/YwmjDaepJr
✎ The Greatest War is the WAR ON CONSCIOUSNESS
There is a great war happening right now, far more significant than any theatre of military operations. It is a war to alter human consciousness
Ascension Cycle: Inverted Systems and How to Identify Them
Lisa Renee –
Dear Ascending Family,
Inverted Systems feed upon human co-creative consciousness by purposely tricking people out of their personal intent and consent. With the current acceleration of the electronic era, the exploitation to manipulate and extract energy from humanity is at an all-time high. This month we look at Inverted Systems and how to identify them, in order not to feed them or co-create with them. Simply put, where we place our attention directs our consciousness energy, while where we place our intention is what transforms that energy. To increase the frequency and quality of consciousness energy and intention, the single most important thing we must do is remove the ego personality and outer forces from exerting their control over our personal consciousness energy or intention. On a positive note, the available raw materials are shifting in the bifurcation, and this allows for improvements in the quality of manifesting in the future, when aligned to Cosmic Sovereign Law
When we get triggered and try to assign blame externally, emotional loosh is produced, and the thought projection creates a thought form, and out of the thought form, it can create an entity that feeds off this in a feedback loop. This is why it is important to stop looking externally and start looking at what is happening internally.
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The clip above is from the episode 11, part 2.
Laura Aboli: Changing the World One Person at a Time
Speaking at General Assembly Meeting #65 on Monday, November 14, Laura Aboli (🇬🇧) gave an inspiring speech about changing the world one person at a time.
Who is Laura Aboli?
Laura’s entrepreneurial career started in the year 2000 when she co-founded World-Check, a database of Politically Exposed Persons and heightened risk individuals and organisations, which soon became the de facto standard for identifying and managing financial, regulatory and reputational risk within the world’s financial and legal institutions. Following World-Check’s success, she co-founded Wealth-X in 2010, which went on to become the leading provider of intelligence on ultra-high-net-worth individuals.
Having exited both companies by 2014, she continued her life-long passion for interior design, by establishing a property development and design company which she continues to run. Having been born into an artistic family, Laura has a passion for art, sculpture, music and dance and her critical and inquisitive mind has led her into the realms of metaphysics, spirituality, health and psychology. Her experience and her dedication to helping others have led her to step onto the public arena in order to share what she considers to have been important life lessons in her own journey.
In May of 2020, prompted by the way events surrounding the global pandemic were affecting people’s livelihoods, civil rights and mental health, Laura Aboli founded the United Democratic International Movement for Awareness and Freedom, an organisation dedicated to creating a better world through awareness, inspiration and the relentless pursuit of truth.
This is an edited segment from the weekly live General Assembly meeting on November 14, 2022. This video is also available on Rumble, Odysee, YouTube, and Bitchute.
The Truman Show (1998) – Plot Summary Poster
Underneath lifetimes of societal programming and cultural conditioning the real you exists.
The truest, purest, most authentic version of who it is you were born to be.
Getting back to that version of you is no small task and it takes great courage to embark on that journey.
It’s a painful journey for some.
In truth It’s quite simple, it’s our own resistance to change that makes it feel hard.
Trust me when I say this, the day you consciously choose to come home to your truest self is the day you can finally start living the life you were always meant to live.
Only then can you truly experience love as it was always meant to be experienced.
The journey can feel like your heart is breaking. What’s actually happening is the heart is being cracked open.
It’s a love that can only be felt within an open heart.
Only then can you experience what it is to be free.
All My Love
#43 HEART WARRIORS – BERNHARD GUENTHER – Soul Embodiment & Transcending the Matrix
Such a phenomenal, wisdom packed episode of HEART WARRIORS with integrative, bodywork massage therapist, holistic coach and host of ‘The Cosmic Matrix Podcast’, Bernhard Guenther… We take an in-depth look at the healing journey and the importance of rising to the challenge of taking those first steps to start spiraling up… We discuss Bernhard’s rock bottom moments of darkness, drugs, lethargy and suffering… What did he actively do to relieve the pain?… We explore Qi gong, yoga, meditation, music, emotions and shadow work… We delve into freedom, authenticity, masculinity, purpose and inner Divine union… We open up the topics of pornography, victimhood, anger, triggers and childhood wounds… And as always we come home to the heart, what role does the heart play in a healthy, healed man?
Thank you Bernhard
Thank you for sharing your wisdom with the world
We can find more of Bernhard Guenther here –
Piercing The Veil of Reality: https://veilofreality.com/
Embodied Soul Awakening 14-week program: https://www.thetimeoftransition.com
The Cosmic Matrix Podcast: https://veilofreality.com/the-cosmic-…
Also on iTunes, spotify, etc.
And me Gemma Star here –
Sanity, Harmony, Love, Amazement, and Freedom, Are Now the Hidden Side of Life: A Backward and Deranged State of Mind
by Gary D. Barnett
January 4, 2023
“I have observed this in my experience of slavery,–that whenever my condition was improved, instead of its increasing my contentment, it only increased my desire to be free, and set me to thinking of plans to gain my freedom. I have found that, to make a contented slave, it is necessary to make a thoughtless one. It is necessary to darken his moral and mental vision, and, as far as possible, to annihilate the power of reason. He must be able to detect no inconsistencies in slavery; he must be made to feel that slavery is right; and he can be brought to that only when he ceased to be a man.”
~ Frederick Douglass, Narrative of the Life of Frederick Douglass
What in the world has happened to the human animal? What has happened to man? Why is it acceptable to be lorded over, to be allowed to exist, to be told what to do and what not to do, to be metaphorically and in many cases literally chained by draconian mandates, to be restricted as to what to say and what not to say, and to be controlled by the malevolent dregs of society called ‘leaders’ and rulers? Is this the true nature of man, or is this deranged state of mind the creation of evil intent by those seeking the power to dominate others? This is a very important distinction, for if this weak and pathetic state of being is natural, then there is nothing that can remedy the misery of the ruled. But if it is a designed and contrived effect of long term indoctrination, dumbing down, and a propagandized conspiratorial plot, then it can be reversed, and therefore, this voluntary slavery could be eliminated in favor of mass freedom.
As was pointed out by Jacob Hornberger recently, there was a time in our history when there was no income tax or IRS, no government welfare, no drug or medical laws, no immigration controls, few economic regulations and restrictions, no foreign wars, no passports, no three letter enforcement agencies, no government controlled markets, no foreign military bases, few if any government bureaucracies, little if any mandated ‘public’ schooling, no unbacked currency or central bank, and absolutely no gun control. Things were certainly not perfect, nor was any utopia present, but better times did exist in this country, and people were for all intents and purposes, temporarily free. This was a superior time, and should be instructive of what could be, instead of what is today.
Has this society lost all of its intellectual capabilities, its desire to be free, and fully succumbed to a subordinate position, and therefore settled for a dependent level of existence? Have the masses voluntarily accepted the idea that life is serfdom, or is this a temporary phenomenon, and one that can be reversed? I would like to think in terms of the latter, but this current state of being gives my great pause, as the controlling system that exists in this country and the world is being allowed to continue its drive toward a technocratic dictatorship. This is a tragedy, and if accepted by the bulk of society as normal, all hope for freedom would simply disappear.
It seems we live in a time when the bulk of populations are on the verge of ‘clinical’ depression, are filled with hate, are divided in every aspect of life, are worried and troubled constantly, are in a continuous state of fear, are dissatisfied with all the good in life while concentrating only on anger and immediate gratification, are consumed by indifference, and have lost any ability to improve self in order to gain a more harmonious connection to the wonders that life has to offer. This is a sad state of affairs to be sure, and a stark realization that humanity is teetering on the edge of willing annihilation.
Regardless of all the strife, uncertainty, antagonism, moral decay, and psychopathic insanity that confronts us daily, it should be recognized that life goes on, and each of us has a responsibility to develop and strengthen his ability to survive and prosper, and to be independent, so as to find peace of mind. The most important aspects of life can never be given to you, they must come from within, and cannot be experienced unless and until one is secure and satisfied with self. This is a mandatory aspect of growth that can lead to becoming a light for others. Without self-control, self-dependence, self-awareness, and self-confidence, love, family, compassion, empathy, and joy cannot be fully and truly experienced. To gain such a state of mind as this requires honesty and an unlimited acceptance of truth, regardless of risk.
Whining, complaining, cursing, lying, laying blame, dependence, voting, and begging for a master to grant you favors, will never be of any use whatsoever in any struggle to gain or retain freedom. Freedom cannot be given, it must be lived, taken, and forever defended. The founding of this country was structured in such a manner so as to present a false picture that rights are somehow tied to government parchment, which is a gross misrepresentation of fact. No rights come from any piece of paper, no rights can be secured by governments; for if that is so, then no rights ever existed in the first place. This is one of the most egregious misconceptions of duped Americans who have been inundated with the notion that some constitution is there to protect their freedom. It is not!
Yes, those who lived in this country in past times did have a much more free society than exists today, but even then, there were attacks against the sovereignty of the individual by the state. The aggression against liberty levied by the ruling class over time has increased greatly, but only because it was voluntarily allowed. Currently, little if any freedom has survived, and this is of course a planned outcome, that has been generally accepted by the herd. This atrocity can only be remedied by the masses themselves, not by a few, and not by the total, but by large numbers of willing participants (individuals) who will practice the negation of government and rule.
“I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do.”
~ Robert A. Heinlein
THE SHADOW BLIND SPOT
Shadow Work has become more popularized over the past few years & with it, many distortions & over-simplifications.
Anyone who claims to have no triggers, no projections (positively or negatively), and says he/she is “done with shadow work” is lying to him/herself.
It would be the same to claim that one is fully Self-realized and enlightened.
You can also waste years & decades of just intellectualizing the process of shadow work without progressing one bit. I’ve fallen into this trap for a few years in the beginning.
Shadow Work needs to happen somatically on all levels, for the body stores everything.
Most of all, before applying and doing shadow work correctly – which can be very uncomfortable, messy, and painful at first – one needs to know HOW to do it and WHAT it implies.
It requires a certain level of detached self-awareness [without disassociating], the witness within, and the ability to observe the projections, transference, triggers, etc., in oneself [& and how it feels in the body] WITHOUT acting on them, justifying, externalizing, or attaching a story to any of them.
That is easier said than done because the shadow is, by definition, unconscious. It is your blind spot. Hence doing shadow work by oneself is also limited to a degree.
But you can do it IF you know HOW to do it and put the mirror on yourself.
This process requires sincere study and practice first and foremost, so it becomes “second nature” – 24/7 and more refined.
It also requires humility, for the ego-personality will revolt and deny the shadow with all the externalized blame and entitlement, self-pity, or self-importance.
It activates the wounded inner child trapped in an adult body as all the suppressed internalized shame, grief, sadness, fear, and anger you never acknowledged want to express themselves – to be transmuted, brought to light, and released – as all your exiled parts become integrated bringing forth the true Self.
Making the darkness conscious [within] is the gateway to the Divine – to become Whole – to be reborn in the true Self.
You can only truly rise into higher levels of being as deep as you are willing to go into the shadow & darkness of yourself, revealing trauma & wounds accumulated over lifetimes.
That is the Law of Ascent and Descent.
The path towards awakening is not a linear road up to “heaven,” but it spirals up, down, in, out, back, and forth, expanding on all levels and bringing up everything.
Anything asleep within us (unconscious) will be put under the spotlight of Truth.
There are no shortcuts; if you think there are, you have been duped.[Lots of those traps in the New(C)age with people making empty promises]
It’s an ongoing process for any of us engaged in The Work.
If you want to learn more about this Work, check our sold-out Masterclass “Embodied Shadow Work and The Path of Individuation,” which is on sale now to watch as a recording. This is the most affordable introductory class we’ve created yet! It is jam-packed with practical tools and knowledge:
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“Wokeism” and Today’s “Woke” Society….
Try to increase your awareness 🕊🌟 👇
💣 Suppressed Government Report Finding Fluoride Can Reduce Children’s IQ Made Public Under EPA Lawsuit 💣
The final report of a 6-year National Toxicology Program (NTP) review of fluoride neurotoxicity was blocked from public release by the Health and Human Services (HHS) Assistant Administrator in May 2022 according to the Fluoride Action Network (FAN). But under an agreement reached in an ongoing lawsuit against the EPA, the report was made public today along with a table of contents.
External peer-reviewers all agreed with the report’s conclusion that prenatal and early life fluoride exposures can reduce IQ.
Read more here.
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RELATED: Chapter 9 focuses on achieving the clarity of truth. It is all about sixth chakra–related techniques that support the opening of our inner eye: the eye of inner wisdom. When we remove the illusions, we are able to perceive invisible realities that only our inner eye see ✨🙏🏽👁
Click to access Llewellyns-Complete-Book-of-Meditation-by-Shai-Tubali.pdf
When you veer away from religion, people think it’s because you don’t believe in God. It’s the opposite. Religion comes between you and God/Source/the Divine… whatever the name isn’t important. It’s a higher power that you feel within, and following your own path of inner truth gives you a direct connection between you and this higher power. This direct communication allows us to step into our own power and listen to our inner voice.
From this space we can take full responsibility for our lives… the good and the bad. We realize that everything that has happened to us has been for our souls growth, and the more we overcome, the stronger we become and have empathy for others. We all have a mission in this life and the more battles we conquer, the closer we get to living the life of our dreams.
It’s not an easy path as there is a lifetime of de-programming. We have to heal the traumas that have triggered us and held us back from living a passionate life of peace and joy. We need to learn to love ourselves unconditionally, and when we can do this, we can give that love to others and accept that same love back.
Being grateful for everything in our lives and connecting with nature is also very important… so when I talk about being spiritual, I am talking about my true essence.
𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚊 𝚙𝚜𝚢𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚌 𝚖𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚞𝚖 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝙸𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚍. 𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚂𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚒𝚝 𝙶𝚞𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚜, 𝙰𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕𝚜, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝙾…
Montalk – Transcending the Matrix Control System
New question from YouTube comments:
“How can one start the process of the actual shift, what can we do to consciously change our consciousness at a deep level?”
Answer: Traditionally, in schools of esoteric development, the shift consists of two pathways done in parallel:
1) Weeding the Garden, aka the Long Path. De-programming, de-mechanizing, healing and fixing the psyche, and having discipline to not fall back into old patterns.
2) Planting and watering the Seeds, aka the Short Path. Identifying with the higher better version of yourself, resonating with spirit and love and wisdom, making inner contact with the soul/spirit, embodying positive values.
So one is about dealing with the old/broken/negative, and the other is about connecting and resonating with the new/better/positive.
Paul Brunton, in his book “The Short Path to Enlightenment”, gets into this in a succinct way, if you need more info but the above is the gist.
If you only do one of these paths, you’ll likely fail. Like, if you only ever do shadow work and deprogramming, you’ll get stuck there and not actually grow into embodying your higher self.
Or if you try to only focus on the positive without dealing with the negative, you’ll be okay for days or weeks but then fall back and crash hard into old patterns, which are always lurking under the surface due to not being dealt with.
But between these two, the 2nd path is the more important one. You can’t do without it. In fact, some subconscious issues can be healed simply by the positive energy infused into the psyche via the 2nd path.
For instance, instead of doing all this shadow work trying to heal the wound in the subconscious rooted in resentment over why your mom or dad hurt you in some way, just by resonating more with divine values you automatically shift into a mode of understanding and compassion which otherwise might be impossible to reach from a place of hurt ego.
To answer your question, the simplest thing to create deep transformation is to start painting (figuratively speaking) a mental and emotional picture of the new state you want to transform toward, and begin to energize that with enthusiasm and imagination, letting it displace more and more of your old mindset.
That is, compile the thoughts, feelings, self-talk, life-outlook, general mindset, etc. that characterize it. Make that more and more real and vivid and alive by the amount of mental and emotional energy you put into it. Then you’ll start merging with it and its patterns will displace the old ones you’re moving away from.
What you’re doing there is rewriting the subconscious with new patterns, but in occult terminology what you’re REALLY doing there is creating an etheric-astral thoughtform (a holographic template) of the new state.
Now, since the new state is actually your truer state, i.e. more in line with your higher self, what you’re ACTUALLY REALLY doing is creating a thoughtform that acts as a bridge between your current state and your higher truer spiritual state. In a way you could call this a merkaba as it’s a subtle energy vehicle that transports you between realms or states of being in this case.
Regarding the above repost, here are specific examples of Weeding the Garden (Long Path) and Planting/Watering the Seeds (Short Path).
• Loving-Kindness Meditation (Buddhism, utilizes the heart chakra)
• Silva Mind Method (links conscious to subconscious via visualized interface, in an alpha/theta state)
• Heartfelt devotional prayer to one’s deity (also uses heart chakra, directs attention toward higher self / divinity, builds thoughtform that acts as vehicle for divine intelligence to operate through)
• Affirmations & manifesting (applied toward self-improvement rather than acquiring material wealth)
• Contemplation (of big questions / mysteries while consulting your intuition as you work it out logically)
• Entering and maintaining the state of self-awareness (like the “I AM” meditations of Ramana Maharshi or Nisargadatta Maharaj)
• Psychic sense organ growth systems (Robert Bruce’s book “Energy Work” is an example, many others out there)
• Self-remembering (Fourth Way, a form of mindfulness and lucidity)
• Mindfulness Meditation (aka meta-cognition, also a Buddhist and Yogic technique)
• Willpower applied toward self-control, self-mastery, self-awareness
• Sublimation / transmutation of base impulses and negative emotions (neutral detached witnessing of them, Buddhist technique, or see Stephen Wolinsky’s books)
• Inner/shadow work (discovering one’s wounds, traumas, negative programs, and healing/releasing them)
• Entity attachment removal and etheric cord cutting (best done via hypnosis, self-hypnosis, or being in a mild OBE sleep-paralysis state)
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